Artwork, Impressions, and Ideas:
Dreams: 3/27/2021
I had a weird dream last night. I've been reading a bunch of stuff on quantum physics lately, even though I have absolutely no idea what I'm reading LOL I felt compelled to. Last night in this dream I was floating in space just being, and watching a black hole. I could see bits and particles of stuff being sucked into it and simultaneously the same kind of particles being squirted out of it. Then colors changed and It was clear that the stuff going in was a different color than stuff going out and it was then I realized at least SOME of it was coming from a different place. Leaking.. How we find evidence of other universes. Their energy (which is "opposite of ours on the color wheel", backwards, mirror image,) leaks into ours (and ours into theirs) through black holes. Then this image came into my mind so I could draw it. I'm sorry my drawing kind of sucks. I'm not an artist or a scientist by any means but I am just trying to convey to y'all what was in my head at that moment in this dream. And I have absolutely no idea if this means anything whatsoever or is absolute nonsense coming from my own creative subconscious trying to rationalize, visualize some irrational outrageous dream.
I keep looking at my drawing and I think it’s not complete... I think there should also be red shooting out of blue and blue shooting out of red also. The ones I labeled random smaller particles should be the opposite color of the universe they're in. They are the leakers..
I'm on a tear today. Just woke up from a nap with this in my head. "How we find evidence of other universes. Their energy (which is "opposite of ours on the color wheel", backwards, mirror image,) leaks into ours (and ours into theirs) through black holes". I'm trapped in the bedroom while the painters paint my living room. Maybe it’s just the paint fumes.... LOL!
Sent to Leslie Kean on June 24, 2020:
I hope you are faring well in this crazy world we are in! I’m staying healthy and employed again after 8 weeks laid off because of the virus. I wanted to share something with you. Actually I feel compelled to. Not sure why. It’s not that big a deal really, but the minute I woke up, I had this overwhelming feeling to tell you. I had a dream about Budd. I have never dreamed about him, even when he was alive. It was brief, as dreams go. But it was one of those vivid, lucid dreams that I have occasionally. These are ones that the longer I am away, the clearer they are and I remember forever.. Not like regular ones that you forget you even had after 30 minutes. Anyway, he looked GREAT! Fit, tan, healthy, young! And he was wearing a Hawaiian shirt! I have NEVER in life seen him wearing a Hawaiian shirt. So I am assuming it was symbolic for something else. My lucid dreams sometimes have symbolism scattered in them. He just smiled at me a lot but didn't say much. His eyes were twinkling and bursting with joy. One sentence was all he actually spoke to me. “I'm proud of you, kid". That’s it. I said, “Budd, is it really you?! You look great! Is it like I told you I thought it would be?” He didn’t answer. Just smiled. I felt so happy to see him. Then poof. I woke up. And I had a safe warm feeling that stayed with me all day. I have NO idea why I would dream about him out of the blue like that. Or why it was important for me to let you know. (Other than I think that “I’m proud of you” message wasn’t just meant for me). I have had one dream like this with my late husband, one dream like this with my father and two with Per, the man from the bus, who died in 1985.
CROP CIRCLES: Back in the mid to late 1990s, crop circles began popping in the UK. Some were found to have been man-made but some were never explained. In genuine crop circles, the plants were effected down to the molecular level. It was pointed out to me by another experiencer that SOME OF MY ART, WHICH WAS DONE IMMEDIATELY AFTER MY JUNE 30, 1983 EXPERIENCE, closely resembled some crop circles that started showing up all over the UK almost a decade after I drew them. And I soon discovered that I wasn't the only experiencer who had done drawings that looks like crop circles. I have absolutely NO I idea if there is any connection here. But I thought it was at least worth noting and documenting.
Crop Circle Example #1:
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I remembered seeing this design on an interior wall of a ship and made this drawing:
Other images that came to me that I rendered based on my experiences, recollections and dreams:
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